Friday, 29 November 2013

Holidays

Haha, i know i still haven't finish my exam OFFICIALLY! But i have declared that my holiday has just begun with fireworks and firecrackers, just like new year woohoo!

HOLIDAYS TO-DO LIST

- HANGOUT WITH FRIENDS
- TALK WITH FRIENDS
-DRAMA MARATHON
-CHRISTMAS PARTY (FIRST EVER)
- KL SHOPPING TRIP (OMG)
- NEW YEAR :)
- MY CAN'Y WAIT CHINESE NEW YEAR I DUNNOE WHY
- WORKING :D
- DO WHATEVER I WANT!

This is gonna be my first long long long term holidays, it's like 4 months before i get into form 6 probably or if i'm RICH or LUCKY and get into a private U...
so that's mean, i'm not really LEAVE that school yet. SAD :(

I miss friends haha, i'm gonna miss them, i know it. Sometimes, i feel like regretting not really get to really talk to some of our friends, because you know we might never met after the next 30 years, or forever.

forget about the sad thing. remember the happy thingy. HOLIDAY

hope i can update you more about my FIRST EVER WONDERFUL TEENAGE ADULT-TO-BE

**HOLIDAY**

coming soon

don't go yet

i love you :)

Wednesday, 27 November 2013

It's a brand new chapter....

Yeah believe it or not....I have finished my SPM EXAM!!!!!!!!! Ok, I haven't finish yet actually, I still have one more last paper, Chinese!!! But I'm so happy right now oldi.

The exam was out of my expectations. It was honestly quite easy for me, hehe, but not for the three science subjects though. :(

Kwan ja na.... It's oldi over.. I can't believe I'm so free now haha.

I'm now writing my blog at T4...so got feel...in front me is a whole view of Kuching ...

Haaa...I dun no what to say now...I feel so relax haha...

Yesterday was actually the last day of our school.i might not meet my friends and classmates again... It's kinda sad. We shared our story in those five years..all those happiness and sadness....I remember those moments we make fun of teachers, all those moments we sing choir together, all those moment we witness someone fighting in the class, we saw some girls get angry with teacher, all those moment when I get bullied and called poser. All those moments when I met so many new friend, we talk about people and kpop, feeling betrayed by someone in the class, moment when I was called a gua, moments when I was so nervous doing our oral test. I remember the gay and les momen hts we shared before, hitting people ass and holding each other hand, moment we flirt with my gay friends, moment my friends were so helpful and you yi qi de protect me, moment when we cry and smile together..... It's too much, my friends. I'll really miss all this.

Although sometimes we get broken with our friends, being angry and betrayed by them. But there was the feeling and thought in my mind to remain all this friendship, because I know I can't live without friends. They are my source of solence, happiness, love, sharing, and FUN.

Thank you to everyone I met in these five years long, I really meant it. Hope god see this and give blessing to everyone of you. I hope your guys remember me as well. I love you. I'll miss you, everyone.

Especially ....

To my gay brothers, pei swee, kenny, John, Fabian, Francis, tat and Hua, terence, shaw heng, nelson, Stanley, clement, Adrian, Adwin.....

To my beloved sisters, Megan, Magdelyn, Emily, Sarah, Megats, shereen.....



Sunday, 3 November 2013

Mama help me.....:(

Mehhhh......3 more days to the real SPM!

I know i have waited for this for such a long time because i just wanna deal up everything and have my freedom that i have wanted to.

But the day is coming. I'm not really in a "not ready" status, but i just feel more like "OMG" status.

I didnt study as much as what i did before basically, because i just couldn't help myself.

Nvm, 船到桥头自然直……我们就听天由命吧!:D

At least i tried my very best right.

It's ok, think positively seperti air dalam kolam dengan hati yang tenang.
Freedom is coming, not to worry much is the best recipe for a better result.

I miss the time when i go outing and shopping and singing and watching movies and playing blah blah blah...
after the exam, i can do whatever i want. :D

Good luck to all my frens and my lovely brothers and sisters. Two aunties must do their best. I know they can do it. But Mag you better prepare well ya. Megan rmb your to do your functions orh..:D

Thanks to all the teachers who had worked so hard to let us understand. They are not doing for the purpose of money they are earning, but the passion of fulfilling a better future for us gave them aspiration and thrust to mould a better us.

It's the climax of teenage years. It's the ending of an exciting chapter. It's the beginning for a brand new chapter of life too.